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I'm January Giang , 20 years old . 25 January 1993 was the date I born in this world . Love soft color . She write what's on her mind . her personal blog .I'm childish , hot-temper , open minded , friendly .

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Tuesday, January 25, 2011 | 11:26 AM | 0 comments ✿

Time flies. Thought accumulated day by day. Distance between you and I is going far far away. Is impossible back to how we were last time. I didn't think much after that. Really, is true. At the 1st, I'm trying to let go. Is hard. Every single breath on that time is sound vulnerable. Trying not to think much. I'm a strong thinker. I always used to think something that might happened in every people's life. But since that time, I'm not dare to think anymore even once. I feel unsecured with everything around me, like, nothing can gain my trustworthiness. Maybe my appearance marked a yes there, but is not the true.

This is the second birthday that bring me into a more challenging life. I don't dare to take action aggressively anymore. Every step taken is truth hurts. I can't take it once more. Sometimes I can pretend that I don't care. But really, I care more than anyone else ever will. Last year, on my birthday, I reveal to few person around me about my feelings. People knew it. Actually I was in a contradiction situation. I'm scare to tell. I scared people's concern about this issue. I don't like being question by others with failure matters like being interrogate. That's why I choose to hide.

Now, sometimes I received regards from friends. Feel okay, but after that, I feel some pain inside my heart.
How hard it is to stop the heart from loving? As much as hard to stop the eye from blinking. The more you control it, the more you hurts. So, is better not to think about that la :)

Times does heal all wounds but even time will leave scars. Detachment make people grow stronger because God knows you deserve someone better.

Is a brand new "age" to me. Make wished here. As peoples said, three wishes need to make,

1. Wish everyone especially my friends and family always that happy and healthy
2. Hope my daddy, mummy, brother and sister always super duper happy! and healthy! No worries'' and everything will go smooth for them
3. For sure this is reserve to my ownself =)


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